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the same love that makes me laugh & make me cry. ProfileLet me hear you call my name.elvina13 Dec 1992 Attach & Unavailable AffiliatesOne line ticket.cassandra journaldan eugene harith jacyln jerome joses larlene mathew pauline pearlynn qiuyun tengng zaini ziyin シェ—ン clubsE2 MATRIXSME followsXIAXUEArchivesRewind To My MemoriesBy month:November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 April 2011 May 2011 August 2011 July 2015 August 2015 September 2015 October 2015 January 2016 |
✏ Wednesday, July 21, 2010 7:29 PMit is just a downpour. AND U KNOW WHAT? i believe that the rainbow will come shortly. a break in? laptop? camera? money? if u can do this so nicely u should be someone familiar. anyway it is just a prediction. it will only be once, try again next time. =) to e2, thank you everyone. i really feel the warm now, even the loved. thanks, and sorry. i believe we will be stronger next time i promise i will never let it happen again. to all who shown care, thank you for being thoughtful and from the bottom of my heart, i really appreciate it. pinxun seriously i have to thanks u million times, i am owning you real too much now. it like i will never be able to repay.. hahas never mind i go the whole lifetime to repay you back. and loves =) even when the candle is burning out, it can still give out light.
❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Monday, July 19, 2010 1:00 AMi am freaking busy recently so i wont update until i have time to take a breath.i miss the times we use to have together, staying over and chat till we all fall asleep. without any stress. only purely thinking about where are we going tml to enjoy our days. and not like now. always rushing for time. and time is never enough recently. should i really stay?
❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Thursday, July 8, 2010 11:54 PMhad a super nice breakfast. brother da pao come back for me at 7.30am but i wake up at 8.30 which means that my breakfast is damm cold. hahas. but never mind is the heart that counts. =) my MAC breakfastanyway is time to go to school. have some pictures before going off. thought of wearing leggings inside my shorts but i decided not to, cause quite hot. hahas.  with leggings and i look damm ugly  robert with his gadgets robert josesdun noe what he thinking. suppose to meet kit for her hair cut, but then she off from work at 1 so she went to have her hair cut at outram. i end class at 5 so meet ups at Tampines mall. Fish and Co for dinner then follow by movie time. watch Despicable Me. is a cute movie. =) anyway is very long since me and pinxun took bus home together cause he is lazy to take bus and he drives too. and tats all for the day.   me and kit @ fish and co
❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Wednesday, July 7, 2010 9:08 PMokay i changed my blogskin, cause i kind of sians of my previous blog skin. maybe when i am free i will change E2 blogskin, i say MAYBE. so shall comment about it, i dont know why the photos right, it cannot be at the same size, i guess is because of the pixels. So i make it looks like it is getting smaller and smaller, take it as a design okay.went for lunch with my beloved RON & my beloved mentors. He called me so dont disappoint him. have lunch at itas, you know what the food is not nice there. they are popular because they have aircon. sorry i am just stating the fact. but the dessert is still not so bad. took some pictures on the way to itas.    anyway i went to cut my hair today and i took me 3hours, 1/2hour for waiting, and 2& 1/2hours for the colour + hair treatment + washing + blowing +cutting. i went to the salon because i find that the photos taken at Esc AGM my hair colour SUCKS to the MAX!!!!   BEFORE!  AFTER!
how is the colour? i think is abit too bright, i choose the COPPER colour but it turns out to be so bright, cause i dye my hair quite often. and is super easy for my hair to absorb the chemical. oh well your will get use to it de. so am i. Mr Si Yuan i am more popular then you so dun be jealous. & open your eyes bigger next time. =) & be more observances, like what you have promised. & i am not xiao qi that is attitude. "of course. basically i'm like good in everything." & stop being bhb. hahas. immature love is when you want them to be happy with you. true love is when you want them to be happy. which one will you choose? ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Tuesday, July 6, 2010 11:57 PMoh ya i forget to blog about during lecture time, joses sim tian ping cut my hand using his pen. anyway was a accident so i dont blame him yupps. so your shall take a look at the cut.  after my 8 am class went to e2matrix. then you know what i am damm bored, and harith is in E2, so is photo time. hahas. i upload a few only want to see go facebook. hahas. i think is cute. hahas. now a days i like to take picture. =)    ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ 11:01 PMi got a sudden craving for STICKY CANDIES. [random]anyway have meeting and photo shop lesson from Andre, and you know what pissed me off. is my mum she is so nasty this few days, which makes me feel like i cant breathe with her presences. MUM do you know that i am not the LATEST, what about kor kor? They can even not come back, and i am just doing things that i like and you said that you wont restrict me. BUT NOW YOU ARE REGRETTING WHAT YOU HAVE SAID? what is wrong with you, at times i really dun know what are you thinking about.. MUM can you just leave me alone, i have alot of things to attend to and i dont wish to start a fight with you.   guess what i have sticky candies and seriously thank you JEROME!!! i didnt finish all the candies. but i bet i will finish it damm fast & i will brush my teeth more often when i eat candies. you are always lighting up my day, when i am seriously down. thanks for everything that you done. =) and i am grateful that i always have people around me to cheer me up. and also i want to tell you everyone is rushing ahead in their own life, thanks for stopping and giving a thought for me. & you did influence me to endure even more. ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Monday, July 5, 2010 12:21 AM actually i have type a long post just now, but i accidentally off the wrong switch so everything was totally gone and i am less emotional now. so i cant think much so i shall write wad i can remember for now. maybe this is heaven's will to switch off the wrong switch so that i can start a new and be less emotion. anyway this post is meant to be read by anyone, so if your feel that it is not really happy after reading, feel free to talk to me in personal, i am fine. and for today is lab test in the afternoon follow by meeting with Jeannie and then Andre and Harifth, yupps. have quite a long chat with Jeannie and Andre, sometimes, things always dun goes with the way we wanted, and dun really believe that everything just happen so coincide. and dun really noe who to trust. should we just really give them a chance by listening wad they really have to say? i am really blur, should i still stand for them or stand for us? i dun really like to be in the middle, even though i am neutral, but this few things happen really make me feel like taking sides. i really need to clear my mind and think again. =( and i think your should really think before your say something. a family? do you know what is the meaning of this word? do your really mean it? if you dun mean it i hope you guys should just stop saying until your really mean it. if not i dun think there is a point saying that. huiyi, thanks for listening, feeling rather at ease now. and really i hope that we can endure for the time, and hope that i still have the faith to stay on and remove the tradition that has pass down. i hope i really got the chance to break free and have the trust back again. anyway i still believe that hard work will pay off some days later. to 3ppl, hope that your had read this post and think about what your have done and also hope it can refresh our memory about what your had said to me. and hope that actions will be taken by your to resolve all this misunderstanding and not creating more misunderstanding between us. i know that currently i have quite a number of commitments i know is my fault, but did you guys think about when your have commitments did i say anything? i will always try my best to be there just for your, break ups, birthdays, outings and stuffs. what about mine? are you there when is my birthday & my break ups? i kept silent, cause i didnt want your to worry. Many times, i am late for outings, because i have things to attend to is either work or stuffs, but i am still there right, wad about u? u just say u cant come. did i say anything? i think i did scarify for your, did you scarify for me? and also last minutes meet ups when i was always the one not told, how am i possible be there? is this my fault too for not asking when your meeting? you maybe free but i am not, i have things to attend to but i still try my best to be there but late, what was say was, you are always late. do you know more and more times i feel that it is kind of sad when i make the effort to be there but not appreciated. do your mind doing me a favor? put yourself in my situations and think from my point, your will really feel the differences. is not that i dun wish to be there, is just that i cant be there, who wants to miss out all the fun that we use to have? the answer is no, i bet we gone through so much together is this really going to break us apart? i think is not worth it, i will be more than happy if your seen this post and come and confront me at least i know that you care for me. i seriously dun wish to lost this group of bitches where we spent 3years of Christmas together. this is all the sweet times we had. i really miss the time when we really communicate more often then now. didnt we use to say even when we goes to poly and we have our own life we will still we SISTERS FOREVER!! how i wish that this phrase is still valid. it is not about complaining but more about voicing out. i still love my sisters, and i believe that this wont break us apart right? but i believe that this will make us stronger and not weaker... i think i should give myself a break,
feel like going for a long vacation. ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Saturday, July 3, 2010 11:33 PMokay went for celebration for pearlyn 18th birthday. it was a last minute decision cause i am not notice, but never mind i still make my time to be there. yupps then went for NDP preview with mum and cousin. want to buy sticky candies but the queue was too long so no candies for me. i guess shall upload the photos.  zi lian-ing while kit is trying to design the cake       trying to act cool by not seeing the camera.but i was nice.  kind of like tis picture.  the card that makes me never sleep.
hope she likes it. effort is make, so please appreciate it. ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Friday, July 2, 2010 11:14 PMESC AGM!!!congrats to all new main committees hope that we can work well together? yupps, should not say anything more let the pictures tells all.  E2 matrixthe black long sleeves..    The warmly hug.  & the refreshment time.  there are more photos not uploaded yet, so this is wad i can post. after that was e2 dinner with seniors at tm, i guess cassandra will upload them so go to my facebook for more details. =)  anyway not forgetting thanks for being there when i feel so lost at the moment.and i love Starbucks more then coffee bean. =) so u noe wad i mean right. hahas. seriously your disappoint me too much i dun want to be the middle person for all of your anymore. dun expect much from your either.❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Thursday, July 1, 2010 11:36 PMWednesdaystayed in school to do my club's whiteboard. suppose to meet my sisters, yupps sorry for being late. went over to tampines mall after i finish doing my stuffs. and yupps, walk around and pearlyn left, so walk around for pearlyn present in tampines, but we found nothing for her. and head down to my house to put all my stuffs, and then to somewhere.. after a long shop around we found something nice for her. so yupps bought it and we left to have macdonalds for supper. which is damm fattening. because there is no other choices. i guess i reach home at 11plus. and bathe and stuffs.  kit & me today was late for class, and kind of feeling sick, so went to the clinic instead of school. got my medicine and took it, due to some work have to be done, so i went back to school. see how hardworking i am [laughs]. everything was done so left school to meet my brother and mother for dinner at Sakae and desserts at Swensens. went over to the mall, walking around shopping kind of like 2 dress at the shop Valerie, but then is kind of not real nice when i wear it, something is wrong so never buy. shall look for more suitable dress. and my brother save money cause i dun buy. hahas. anyway he dun really save, cause after that he bought a shoe and i bought a shorts. so yupps. he still spend quite alot.. thank you korx korx, i feel so happy, cause my brother always dote me. =) he dont mind spending money on the sister.  & ronn says that i look fat in this blouse, and also said that i am fat. which means i seriously have to go on diet. hahas. ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! |
