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the same love that makes me laugh & make me cry. ProfileLet me hear you call my name.elvina13 Dec 1992 Attach & Unavailable AffiliatesOne line ticket.cassandra journaldan eugene harith jacyln jerome joses larlene mathew pauline pearlynn qiuyun tengng zaini ziyin シェ—ン clubsE2 MATRIXSME followsXIAXUEArchivesRewind To My MemoriesBy month:November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 April 2011 May 2011 August 2011 July 2015 August 2015 September 2015 October 2015 January 2016 |
✏ Tuesday, June 29, 2010 1:02 PMhate Tuesdays!!! cause there is morning lesson like 8 always need to drag myself up for lessons. =( and i cant be late for this lesson if not it will be non-graded pass. oh my god, so yupps got no choice but to drag myself to school. oh ya for my term test for OTC medication i flung it, so sad, i already tried my best le but i just didnt did it will, too bad shall buck up on the major paper. if not i gonna suffer. =)went to check out the price of printing A4 size photos is like only $2 if the aunty never tell me wrongly, print my service quality paper, and then back to E2 cause i dun feel like going for lecture, yupps, so sorry i guess i will skip lecture for the time being. =) shall blog more later. nowadays friends are changing, changing from someone i know to someone i dun.
❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Monday, June 28, 2010 12:50 PMits monday =) lesson was cancel dun noe due to wad, so yupps, first time i am like keen to go for lecture but lecture was cancel, so head to e2 to slack and use laptop. yupps went for school for nothing. and i mess up almost everything today, there is netfund lecture today but i didnt noe, so never went then lab today is normal lab and not lab test, and i went to study for nothing, oh gosh didnt expect me to be so blur. maybe too much things is happening in school that make me blur and tired of doing things. haiis.E2 is so into the circle of death game, they get more and more ppl to join us for the game. cool. laughing like mad looking at them playing. hahas. cool nice game =) and miya thanks for wad u say arhhs. BIE agm today old school =), never go cause got to meet mummy for dinner and some shopping spree. hahas. so sorry that i never go... up coming event is ESC AGM rockstar? dun noe wad to wear yet. shall end here today is time to go to bed and stuffs. ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Sunday, June 27, 2010 12:43 AMstay over in school till saturday cause of ashare camp night walk ended at 5plus in the morning i guess all went over to camp fire woots there is a hole. hahas, slept at sme, then to walk to e2 with izuan to get my stuffs and wake dan up to go to swimming pool and bathe. then yupps back to e2 for meeting and stufs, everything ended at 6plus i think, went home to bathe, dinner and watch teevee till 11 then meet pinxun for movie. =) oh my god downtown is filled with trash, didnt get the chance to snap a picture of the bins it is totally filled to the brim and overflowing. KARATE KID was a nice show, never get to watch my TOY STORY 3. =( but he promise yes he will bring me to watch and also eclipse. =) yeahh you are lovedd. hahas.Sunday is family day so i decided to stay at home cause i sleep till 2plus. wake up study for tml telecommunication and system lab test, follow by finish up service and quality management assignment. yupps being good girl today. after doing all my stuffs went to parkway with mummy to get some grocery for home. =) my dinner was sushi so people dun jealous. hahas. and is about time to go to bed. =) tml lessons at 1. finally i dun have monday blues. cause i start school late. =P  and ya my brother got the NDP tickets. which means i got the chance to watch it happening in padang. arhhs. i perform there before but never watch there before, really miss the time with my band there. =( oh my god it is really sad to think back... the fun, joy and even hardship that we had together.❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Friday, June 25, 2010 12:19 PM Robert did something cool so i took a picture of it anyway it is during business fundamental lessons. =) so yeahh i skip lecture again cause i am kind of moody and stuffs, so just dun wish to see him for the day and think about stuffs again so i skip lecture. so sorry for skipping lessons. thanks robert for talking to me and stuffs makes me feel less guilty but it doesnt mean that i am not guilty.  its friday like i say in the previous post but that was in the morning and now is like midnight of the day, yups. finish up my projects in the afternoon, cause last night format was kind of like wrong yupps so do editing and stuffs and finish by 4 get my stuffs printed and to my lecturer pigeon hole to hand up. wasnt tired at the point of time was at sme and some stupid stuffs happens. i got pictures of it so laugh at it ppl. hahas. i forget wad he was doing but i noe he is trying to do something stupid. and is funny with the mask on and it is not scary at all. hahas.  and do your know that engine school will have kindergarden soon. =) it is the place where last time club rooms are located. the construction workers are painting the rails to colourful one shall take a picture soon. this is like half way through.  ashare camp went for ashare camp to help out in the night walk, was kind of last minute thing but i think that we turn out to be awesome. =) all rooms are scary. and i think that my room was fun. cause it was pitched dark so is like hard for them to crawl in the darkness. ermms, i was siting inside and pulling their legs and stuffs, crawling around too and guess wad i injured myself by crawling both knees are blue black and some cruel one twisted my hand, and is rather painful =( ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ 7:06 AMjust finish my project and is 6.55 time to bathe and get ready for school, lesson is at 8.30. hope that the day will be great even though it is raining now, which results in a moody day for me as i hate raining days. =( but is okay i believe that after the rain there will always be a rainbow right? ermms, yuppps.elvinaa's equation: rainy days = sleepy day = moody day may also be a gloomy day because of lack of sleep.
ashare camp today =) shall blog tonight. ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Thursday, June 24, 2010 11:40 PMfamily photo of e2 =]   there is so much thing happening recently which makes me feel like breaking down. why cant you just let me know how u actually feel about wad happen, then have all your says to a middle men and he cant say anything? do you think i want to flung a subject? who want to flung a subject? the answer is no, no one is willing to flung any of the subject, but did u think about wad you said? so are u trying to say that i am dragging u down? i am a burden in your group? or there is a totally communication problem between us? since u have decided to do a solo, why should we continue, might as well all do solo right? and since u already send the email, wad much thing can be done? nothing but just follow wad you have say, as simple as that. so yupps, my group three of us, comes out with three solo projects. ermms. one will take the original topic and there are two you and me will be coming out with a new topic. anyway tis teaches me a lesson, dun judge a book by its cover, it is never gonna work, and it is time to be more aware of people around me, if not i will be stab the second time without noticing that i am dead. well well, wad can i say THIS IS LIFE!!! i finished my project within 8hours, a sleepless night for me, but this is wad i should deserve is my fault. so yupps no one to blame. okay i shall drop this subject i seems like i am keep winding about it. so yupps, but to the original topic which was so once a person did something wrong there are sentence to lifelong death? maybe accusing someone have already become a habit for some people. so what we can do is just let it be. human are warm blooded animals, if they do feel that they are wrong. if not they are just cold blooded animals with no feeling and nothing. okay i seems like i am throwing attitude, i am sorry people this is so not me but i got no choice because there is so much things happening and ya, i am the only one handling. wad can i do TIS IS REALLY LIFE, so wad i will do is just 用笑来带过, make it that it seems like nothing happen. and this doesnt mean that i am trying to act strong, is just that dun wish to let them see the weak points of me. we are suppose to be STRONG in everything. times and times words used by them that hurt people has become numb that you wont feel it anymore, and the coldness will always be coldness and results in human become stronger and stronger in the outer, but the inner is getting weak and weaker after time past. always remember that dun lay your guard down, you will not know wad will happen next =]
❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Wednesday, June 23, 2010 7:22 PMwent swimming with jeannie and dan. sweet arhhs. we set that we are swimming every monday wednesday and friday. sorry i cant make it on monday so only wednesday and friday cause i end early =) so i can make it to go swimming with your. and i realize that i have not eat anything yet since morning. ermms, is a good thing. starting was because of anger now is just finish swimming dun have the appetite to eat =) yupps, now still in school going home soon, tml got school not going be late again. if not ppl call me LATE PRINCESS!!! hahas but never mind i am happy to be a PRINCESS. so yupps say lorx.❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ 1:23 PMokay today lessons is damm short from 10 to 1 but then something serious happen. okay elvina overslept. lessons at 10 but i wake up at 10.30 which is like so late. but i wake up at 8.30 but sleep back, i dun noe why i am so tired? but i slept early, didnt i? i slept at 12 plus earlier then TAN SI YUAN!!! went for apeal class today only, seriously our class percentage was damm lousy.Business Fundamental 40% of the class failed. lower mark is 9. Telecommunication and system 30% of the class failed. the range of marks 3to 5o over 50. Network Fundamental is 13% or 14% of the class failed. the range of marks is 2 to 40 over 40. Service quality and management i forget but the the range is 14 to 41 over 50 Principles of Economics i dun noe cause never pay attention and i miss economics lessons tis morning. hahas. my CP comment about our results that we have the lowerest score and the highest score in our class, he dun noe weather to laugh or cry. kinda of funny. anyway my cp is a funny lecturer. so yupps. hate it when things serious dun go with my way when i said it before hand, i noe that tis is life, but.... aiya never mind. serious hate it when i have to do things that i dun like to do.. WADEVER!!!!! SERIOUSLY TIS IS THE STUPID LIFE OF WAD I AM GOING THROUGH!!! is not that i am attitude or wad just that there is some things happening and not wad your thing it is not some simple thing. ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Tuesday, June 22, 2010 12:08 AMtoday school was like slacking day. lesson starts at 8 damm tired, dhen some one come late for 1hour yupps and i never print the notes, like shit so use laptop lorx, and i use facebook and msn and stuffs. so yupp. dhen slack at e2matrix upload photos for subcom camp and i skip lesson from 12 to 2 cause abit siians, then followed by service quality, so sad didnt score well, soo yupp i wil try my best next time =) tml take econs paper. tml swimming also =PPP LURVESS!! thats all for today. =pp short and sweet..
to my belovedd main coms, please take a look at the HOUSE RULEs beside the door and i think la, we printing A4 size personal photo. =] like cool only hahas. sometimes it is good to just keep quiet and sit at a corner and take a look at wad is happening around you. =] ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Monday, June 21, 2010 12:48 AMfirst day of school is cool, and slack with my e2s =ppp eat lunch with jeannie, harifth, dan and weihung. lets take a look at jeannie lunch and mine. =)$2.00 mee goreng and with alot of bean sprouts when she say she dun want  it was crappy and fun. yupps. so went for lesson after that, and guess wad, i am so happy cause i score well for telecommunications, but dun think others i will scold well. well, is okay. hahas. shall try harder next time for other subject. but one thing is that, other paper is not given back why am i like thinking of the worst parts. hahas. never mind THIS IS LIFE!!! hahas, and u noe wad i already try my best le. so yupps make everyday wonderful. =) and have dinner with jerome and joseph. thanks ppl, have a nice chat with you guys, give me time to think okay. i will reply yr asap okay, i realise something too. SME is another LIER club therefore both club together makes a SME3 and a BETTER LIER CLUB!!! and is time to go to bed, tml class 8am like siians but no choice. to faizal, stop shouting BIMBO BONG when i just step into the entrance of engine school so paisehs, everyone look at me. to E2 MATRIX cant wait for thursday too, is our FIRST dinner together. and celebrations for my SHIFU ANDRE!!! break free from MP =) and BENJAMIN TAN SIYUAN you lie!!! and only i can call his chinese name so ppl dun copy is COPYRIGHTED!!! not forgetting happy 17th birthday BITCH!
❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Sunday, June 20, 2010 12:37 AM TO MY BELOVED SEXY LITTLE BITCH!!! happy SEVENTEEN birthday hope u really like the compile of photos that i did. dont noe wad to do for ya, so try out new stuffs. =) so yupps since we know each other for so long and gone through so much things together so PHOTOS of all of us as memories of us, isnt it GREAT? but tis doesnt mean that it is a STOP of our friendship but is a NEW chapter of our FRIENDSHIP okay. so yupps lets make every single day full of LOVE and you must give yr best for your O levels tis year so be mature and study hard okay. dun you ever dare to make my GOD mother and father worry okay. if not i will KILL you. most important thing of life is SMILE and follow by CONFIDENCE. will always be there for YOU, and i am a phone away only. and THANK ME for the big BITE anyway is a souvenir for yr birthday so do love it and handle with care. =P SWEET SWEET LOVE elvinaa. =) shall upload the photo when the bitch uploads it. =pp an early celebration but actualy is 21june. =) ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Saturday, June 19, 2010 11:10 PMIS A SATURDAY OFF!!!! not working but taking care of my little cousin =) relatives came so yupp, cannot go out. plan to do homework, but was so lazy to do and dun really noe where to start so ya. did something else, will only be said till tml, so stay tune, and i am going to sleep real soon. =p so show u my little cousin =) feel like breaking down in the afternoon, because too much things are piling up, i really think alot of wad is happening recently, i took the right step to stop at think for myself, if i didnt i dun noe where i will be heading to. thanks to those who concern for me, i am not emo, just wanting to stop and look back and i am fine now. kind of like this picture, okay i am random.  this is life, things will never be the way you wanted.
❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Friday, June 18, 2010 10:11 PM HOLMA 2nd outing. =ppp cool fun and awesome. ermms, went to marina barrage with my empire, to fly kit and slack around.. plan suppose to be after marina barrage we goes to singapore flyer and go for dinner, but plan changed due to those who are late, including me. meeting time was 2pm. but i reach at 3. =p sorry was abit slow at times yupp, went to eat lunch at marina square then follow by 7eleven to get chips and stuff and out next stop is MARINA BARRAGE!!! ermms fly kite and not forgetting cam-whoring. hahas. okayys, yupps. then to lao ba sha to eat dinner, and finally to my hus. =)
❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Thursday, June 17, 2010 12:04 PMback to update. okayys lets sum up how did i spend my 2weeks holiday.is like a blink of my eye and is gone. 7june MASS OUTING!!! SENTOSA which was damm cool, look at my pictures in facebook. =) LL LOVES!!! MENTORS LOVE AND ALSO FRESHIES LOVES!!!! and WEEK 0 is definitely loveddd!!! 8june to 10june preparation of e2 sub com camp. =) all the days and nights to prepare just for your. =) just look at the videos that we recorded i think izzul has post it. yupps. all the fun we had, all the games yr played we played too. cool right. IF YOU THINK IS HARD, ITS HARD!!! IF YOU THINK IS SIMPLE, ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE!!! 13june dan house for the first night, did the stuffs for all the GLs and Helpers. =) then follow by printing program booklet and Amazing race clues. cutting and stapling. =) quite a good bonding to prepare everything together but it was quite a last min one. but never mind we manage to finish it. ANDRE never bring his toothbrush and one of his shirt which means he have to leave in the morning to go home and take. so equal to no sleeping for andre. so yupps. TO ANDRE, dun lie about when ppl never sleep u cannot sleep. =P conclusion e2 always lie. =) never sleep for the day. 14june first day of the camp, excited and disappointed too. upon registrations it was quite disappointed cause quite a few never turn up. dun want to say who but just feel disappointed, arent yr those very on one. =( never mind is okay, i will forgive and forget about this time, no next time okay? first day of the camp was cool and fun i guess. to all the guys, sorry that our camp have no chio bu. hahas. so yupps too bad. hahas. HIGHLIGHTS!!! the night walk was cool, i guess, it is not mend to scare yr it is call adventure walk which means is up to yr own imaginations. =) damm tired after walking dun noe how many times. thank you jerome for giving me signals. hahas. and seriously is damm hot with the cloth over me. and to ERRICK thanks for saying "aiya that one so short confirm is elvina one" NURY say "sexy elvina" how to be sexy when i am covered with white cloth. hahas. to YAT didnt noe tat i am so attractive that you keep staring at me and was scare by jerome. hahas. =) everything ended at 4plus i guess, i think the adventure walk was great but too bad was the walkie wasnt good enough, guess that we never charge properly yupps. another day without sleeping. =) 15june AMAZING RACE day. i think was damm cool hahas. thanks zul for bringing mat and we have a picnic at our station. cool right. yupps and to all participants thanks for so ON!!! SAND ANGEL is the most dirty station yr think also never think just do, cool i like it. hahas. =) went on with digging the bottle with yat group cause he was the last group. comment to him yat you too old le lah thats why so slow. hahas. joking okayy. =) and seriously u damm suay, hahas yr team mate just come in and wa the sand like nice then she found it and u like search so long.. hahas. u really old le cannot see hahas. =) and to ANSARI thanks arhh do flash mob never jio hahas. okayys. back to school HOW ONE NIGHT preparation was cool. and thanks for the comment abt the dance that main coms have dance. okay i suck at dancing so ya. hahas. look at the video and u will understand. hahas. to all the groups, yr did super well. and it is a real success to make it a HAO WAN NIGHT for us. hahas. =) cool. and follow by disco night. sorry that there isnt much girls. but still cool right. =) have a kind of htht with jeannie, cassy, dan and harith till 4plus and we didnt bathe didnt we, so pulling all of them to bathe. hahas. is like 29 hours never bathe la, so dirty. hahas so bathe and stuffs went over to sme instead. shall not say too much about tis decision. 16june last day of the camp is most not much thing day, okay did video with andre =) thank you for teaching me so much =) JEANNIE, ANDRE ,QAHHAR, SITI, DIN, CASSY ,DAN, HARITH, IZZUL and not forgeting ZAINI!! thanks for everything that your do to make the camp a successful one.it was great to know all of your,and i bet we do really have fun right?rest well people and is time to do all your projects and homeworks.=) to all the helpers and GLs thanks for coming to our camp and supporting us, if it wasnt yr, it wont be a successful one.. and also to all those who came to our camp. thanks for being part of it. =) hope that your will come to all our events. =) photos will be uploaded soon. =)to u sorry for not willing to change for you, cause tis is me, if u love me then love me for who i am. and we will be good friends, is great that we havent started anything yupps. i guess u will find someone who is suitable for u, and it will never be me. stay happy =)is time to change to be serious at things and also i realize that sometimes is good to be selfish when everyone else is. to dan i update liaoo!!! so u also must update. kind of miss week 0 =) =P guess wad tml HOLMA OUTING yeahhs. ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ✏ Thursday, June 3, 2010 1:14 PMfinally i am BACK!!! 1week of exams, and i have just nice 5 papers 1day 1paper.monday- service quality and management tuesday- network fundamental wednesday- business fundamental thursday- telecommunication and systems down with 4papers, last paper PRINCIPLES OF ECONOMICS, and will be the time where i will BREAK FREE OF PAPERS!!! tml 10.30AM!!!! and congratulates to ppl who is going to finish their paper today at 4.30pm =) jiayou ppls. kind of screwed up my life, is so messy nowadays.
wad am i suppose to do? should i give and take? should i just forgive and forget? but is so impossible? wad about love? wad about friends? wad about families? sorry people might be having real bad temper recently, bare with me. =( ❤ Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! |
