all about me

2011-08-17T15:00:00.000+08:00

look wad i found. google icon for today... this picture got, back to school feel... i miss the time when we sit down & listen to wad our teacher got to teach. but now in poly is no longer the same anymore, is always project & project, during lessons, lecturers dun bother if we learn anot. but last time teacher will rush us for homeworks, dun allow us to sleep in school. whiteboard is the closer thing to teacher. teacher's day is coming!! haiis. i miss school! now is so stress!!! Major project and student intership is coming to an end. but things are not done yet.. haiis, i dun know where to vent my anger at... haiis. =(

2011-08-10T12:40:00.002+08:00

我要的爱情呢？

他是不是我爱的人？

还是我错了.....

2011-05-24T14:39:00.003+08:00

NUMBER 200!!!

warmly welcome the presidents!!

SME3 PRESIDENTS!!!!

okay i know i am abit retard but ya i got nothing to post about....
so yupps. bare wit me. =)

2011-05-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

bit & pieces of you. making me think more, we are not ready for anything yet. yet still feeling happy to see you.

2011-05-04T17:00:00.004+08:00

the smile just for you.

i want to be different. i want to be yours & it matters when you are around me. i just want to be a normal girl who have the simply love story to tell.

2011-05-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

A Happy bracelet to remind me to stay happy aways!

2011-05-03T16:31:00.000+08:00

3rd May

its the day of celebrations. =
first thing of the day i pass my Final Theory Test with a perfect score & book my Traffic Police on 28June. so excited & scare about it.
follow by going to parkway to grab some stuffs. & then back home to prepare for dinner later on.

its MUM's BIRTHDAY today!!! So HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!
have a real last minutes planning dinner at Tao's Restaurant, then follow by Bowling at marina square. then arcade to play datona & the whacking game & also SUPER PUZZLE FIGHTER!! which was my favorite game!

2011-05-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

1st may
at a wink MAY is here, half of the year is gone. WAD HAVE YOU BEEN DOING??? seriously i think is like time flies.
Labour Day in my family is call FAMILY DAY so we had BBQ session at pasir ris park. so it was a kind of fun session, talking about the coming event in singapore. yupps brainwash & stuffs. but still is gathering sessions.

Oh ya read JEROME BLOG there is this PART that is totally for me. & i CRIED! =)
http://rom3lifeisfullofcolors.blogspot.com/

2011-04-30T22:08:00.000+08:00

29April-friday
have a long session of meetings with our SIP supervisor, even it is long but still i learn alot. so yupps. FIRE DRILL was cancel due to heavy rain. Change of SIP leader, which means there will be more burden on me now. hopes everything will go smoothly.

Dinner with JEROME & SME ppl STEAMBOAT at BUGIS if i am not wrong. so it was fun! but still it is damm damm HOT!!! can you imagine HEAT plus STEAM! wa is killing! so we have beer to cool use down. okay it does help abit but still very very hot. heading on to one of the pub at serangoon, for drinking & then slacking & stuffs. DAY WAS FUN & AWESOME WITH THIS PEOPLE AROUND!!!

30April-saturday
Work in the morning follow by home & head down to ION orchard for dinner at 味之楼.. dinner was nice. having white wine & red wine for dinner was nice & awesome. follow by heading to MARINA BAY SANDS Suites for drinking like again.

Classic dinner set.

White wine, Red wine, Green apple juice & pu er cha!

my drinks for the night at the restaurant. Pelicia cute & smart

me & marcus

Me & Mikame & pelicia

2011-04-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

a super duper long day i had today! spend most of our time doing the HTML for the company try & error & stuffs. but still manage to done it for 1st draft. so hope that everything is fine tills he comment. =)

afternoon went over to the cca's booths! TP is flooded with ppl when it is not CCN day!! this year intake seems to be real big. everyday schools ends MUSHROOM will always be flooded with humans.

did some slack over at E2 to do bookselling stuffs, follow by SME to catch up with some ppl. so yupps. then then to TAMPINES MALL to meet my beloved cousin, KARRIE, she needs to find a organizer which is weekly one, so went to popular follow by times, follow by urban write but still didnt manage to find. suppose to buy flats, but still never manage to shop for it. hmmphs ya but bought something else instead.

signing off.

& yes i miss him & things happens for a reason.

-the smile tat is hard to last-

2011-04-26T15:29:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging!

First day of SIP! hmmphs meet up with friends at Chinatown at 9am! We totally forget Tat Chinatown have alot of food markets & we say meet at food market for breakfast! & yes we all go to different places!

Follow by saying okay we shall meet at the BBQ pork shop Mei Zhen Xiang but happen Tat there is like 4outlets there! So we are like again all in different stores! It's like joke of the day man! =)

SIP briefing was okay & not bad.. So we are like listening to the company history & stuffs. Follow by meetings for marketing stuffs!!

Took mrt back to Tampines to have lunch & meet supervisor at 4pm.. Hmmph this shall end my day today!!

Currently at NYDC tampines1 signing off.

2011-01-01T10:59:00.001+08:00

First post of 2011

Time For New Year Resolutions

1. Naval piercing ( Which means more exercise to be done)

2. Japan trip with E2

3. OSIP with Jonathan, Zhiyong, Aaron ( so i will be more INDEPENDENT)

4. Car license ( so I get to drive to school provided my brother buys a car & also drive Pinxun around cause he always drive me around. )

5. A good GPA like.....

6. E2 to have more initiative & be more bonded!

7. Braces ( straighter teeth & chio-er )

8. Forgive & Forget ( better in my temper)

9. True Love? ( I am 9 months single, so it doesn't matter if I am still single this year.. Cause I will still have my friends around me)

10. Last but not least ENGINE TO WIN OVERALL CHAMPION IN WEEK ZERO!!

& to everyone have a HAPPY 2010!!!
its another 12 months, 54 weeks, 365 days, 8760 hrs, 525600 mins, 3153600 secs of love, peace, struggle, torture, experience, & enjoy while it last. <3 elvinaa

2010-12-26T23:41:00.001+08:00

celebrated christmas with this group of BITCHES again. okay the only group photo. & i look super fat in this picture. arhhs i am growing fat. hmmphs actually it is not that important. okay this year christmas is no longer the same like before. jus know why but maybe is just because of the changes of everyone.. will be spend the next few years of chirstmas together? i am unsure about it... but i hope we will...

okay a zilian photo. =)

not forgetting all the presents i recieve from my friends for chirstmas & birthday. thank you everyone for all the presents. loved it all... thanks thanks..

oh ya not forgeting elaine's sticky candy. sorry i eat le so never take picture of it. =)

2010-12-22T23:32:00.004+08:00

happy 21st birthday.. didnt intend to wish you at all. we met by accident & started every thing too fast.. i am sorry. i know i always seems to be strong but i am not. when we break up, i didnt even have the courage to tear or even say can we figure out wad actually happen? or even say can we give each other another chance? acting strong is hard, but just to keep you in ease.

i walk the streets that we use to walk together before, went to the arcade we always go to.. everything seems so much different from now. yes, is a year back. we didnt last long enough. even though we tot we will. we are just not suitable. anyway this will be the last time i am talking about you. thanks for all the memories.. sorry memories you are taking too much of my space.

i am giving ppl around me & myself a chance by letting you go.

2010-12-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

Day 24- A letter to your parents
mummy i love you even though i always scream at you. it doesnt mean what i show..you are always caring & stuffs, but you are just a little more naggy at the wrong time. i am bad temper because you & brother & daddy pamper me too much. but i know tat is because i am the only daughter. always save the best for me. sorry for always being so fierce. but i still love you. =)

Day 25- What I would find in your bag
1. iphone 4
2. 2 pink wallet
3. rubber bands & clips
4. comb
5. keys
6. ear pierce
7. strawberry perfume
8.mirror

Day 26- What you think about your friends
AWESOME, without friends i am nothing..

Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
to keep my blog alive & i think is interesting.

Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

i changed. everything i guess.
hairstyle, character, dun put make up anymore. i dun know maybe everything..

Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
learn more about myself..

Day 30- Who are you?
elvina

2010-12-16T10:27:00.001+08:00

Since you want me to disappear in your life so tat you can concentrate on your studies.. So now you are out of my facebook, msn & also my contact. Dun blame me for being heartless is wad you wanted. & I dun blame you. Is for your own future.

2010-12-15T21:25:00.002+08:00

saw it somewhere & i feel tat this is so true.
being single doesnt mean you're not wantes, it just means you're not really or fully prepared to have a relationship. relationship are based on trust, love & commitment. given an option, i'd only want a relationship only when i have stable career & future.

2010-12-15T20:52:00.002+08:00

Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy

Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
i am special in my parents eyes. & i am princess of my brothers. i am darlings of sweeties. & i am a group of bitches who bitch with me all this little things makes me SPECIAL.

Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
i crave for CHOCOLATE that will make me forget about love.

2010-12-13T01:51:00.007+08:00

day when BITCH TURNS 18.

my birthday video make by my beloved BITCHES. i will upload real soon. =)
http://www.facebook.com/elvinaa/posts/148709708512230#!/video/video.php?v=10150143790924676

poor bitch is sick on her day.

2010-12-12T01:28:00.001+08:00

Day 16- Another picture of yourself

Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
NO ONE!!! i am happy with my life now, even there is bad times & good times. =)

Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
no plans yet
dreams- wish to go for japan trip & OSIP
goals- be a successful women with both LOVE & CAREER!

Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
1. ahbong- because of my surname. there is time when friends call me ahbong me & ahpong turn together. which is so paisehhs when is not calling you. =)

2. bimbo- by April orientation ppl. cause i am blur at times

3. ahlian- by some group of friends in tp eng school. i am not lian. =)

Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
hmmph i am not sure.. =)

温岚-祝我生日快乐 MV 高清版

2010-12-08T00:26:00.002+08:00

17歲的初戀本來男朋友話會陪我過18歲生日還有好多好多個生日但還來不及到生日我地已經分手結果18歲生日我自己一個人坐係電腦前面喊【聽到Lee首歌不其然又想起他，想起那個生日】

saw it at youtube, i love this song. & miss this song sing by my beloved bitches. =)

2010-12-07T23:50:00.002+08:00

Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

1. 你不知道的事
2. 新不了情
3. 爱不单行
4. i'm yours
5. hot issue
6. 倒带
7. 分手快乐
8. more than words
9. 好心分手
10. 我爱他

i wonder why dun have 雨爱? =)

2010-12-07T00:31:00.002+08:00

Day 14- A picture of you and your family

my one & only family photo. i know is abit unbelievable but it is true. back then why i am a little bit fatter then now. a little bit chubby then now. & also a innocent face.

2010-12-07T00:19:00.004+08:00

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
nobody hurt me recently. but maybe i shall post something i saw which are tips for guys.

P.S.
do you know that i love you? probably no, but i am going to say now. there is no lies in these words, not a single word. your smile keeps me alive, & also a reason to keep me figthing. i would give you my soul for comfort, even if it requires my life. i wish be hold close to you, so that i can feel your heart beat fast, and i think to myself... i 've found that someone at last.

2010-12-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

today is BENJAMIN TAN SI YUAN's birthday!!!
so happy 18th birthday... may all your wish come true okay?
got 感动吗? i am the last one anyway! its 11.59 now. =)

2010-12-04T23:43:00.001+08:00

Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends

source of picture:
April orientation. the biggest family of mine. ENGINE will win the war. =)

Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr/LJ/Blogger and why you made one.
hmmphs, i found blogger through my friend? i dun remember its been long...
i write blog because i love to write how i feel & some things that are not allow to say out. if you know me you will always read my blog. & the main purpose is for ppl to READ abt my LIFE! =P

2010-12-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

it isnt easy being so in love with you & not being able to see you everyday. there are times when i'd give anything just to be able to gaze into your eyes or hold your hand, even for a few minutes. i always fell incomplete, like a part of me is missing, when we're not together. i know that right now this is how things have to be. but that doesnt make it any easier to bear. everyday without you just reminds me of the joy you add to my life, joy that i'm missing. so dont forget that i love you, & i'm thinking of you, & i'm counting every minute untill we're together...

2010-12-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

2010-12-03T20:41:00.001+08:00

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
happy - any songs
sad/emo - 晴天, 雨爱, 我爱她 + 倒带..& almost all the sad song in my phone.
bored - any songs in my iphone.
hyped - high songs?
mad - any songs that is super loud.

2010-12-02T22:47:00.003+08:00

2010-12-02T20:31:00.001+08:00

Day 09- Something you're proud of in the past few days
i manage to survive through the pain by eating painkillers when i dislike medicine!!
so claps for me. & i am super proud about it. =)

2010-12-01T20:21:00.001+08:00

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
study for my this semster subjects. because i totally know nothing about FMF!! and term test is just round the corner! its time to wake up. =)

to janice;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!!! its your birthday, hope everything will be fine for you. and DAJIE always loves you. =) you are important too.

❤ elvinaa

2010-11-30T14:09:00.003+08:00

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you.

my one & only family photo. =)
they are my piller of life, without them i will be nothing.
this is taken very long ago should be the year of 2006..

2010-11-29T04:38:00.001+08:00

Hmmphs, time pass so fast... At a glimpse term test is round the corner! It's giving me a wake up call that is time to stop playing and really start studying!!

Anyway just finish my assignment.. Started doing at 12 plus.. After I finish watching my teevee & Facebook-ing.. & I get easily distracted easily! So I got to stay awake till now.. & assignment complete!! =p

christmas is round the corner and I doesn't have the feel of Christmas yet..

Good night my world!!!

2010-11-29T01:43:00.003+08:00

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why

definition of a super hero
-fictional character of "extraordinary or superhuman powers" dedicated to proctect the public

for me should be Angelina jolie as tomb raider lara croft & Evelyn Salt. it is because she is the sexiest superhero! & she can do matrics![even though it is fake, but i still like so dun comment]

2010-11-27T09:29:00.000+08:00

Day05- A picture of somewhere you've been to..

i went to alot of places, wanted to put some old photos but i dun have time to scan & stuffs so "my quite recent photo" hmmphs it is at marina bay sands de bathroom. hahas. =) & obviously is with my beloved bitches & missing one [pearlyn]..

2010-11-26T11:21:00.002+08:00

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn't have.

what is habit?
Habits are automatic routines of behavior that are repeated regularly, without thinking. They are learned, not instinctive, human behaviors that occur automatically, without the explicit contemporaneous intention of the person.

then what is my habit?
maybe i am not patience enough.
i dun know maybe you guys can think about it and tell me.

2010-11-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends.

i just realize we dun really have a full group photos!!
bitches this means that we must take more photos together..
一个也不能少!!

2010-11-24T15:57:00.000+08:00

2010-11-24T09:17:00.003+08:00

Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr/LJ/Blogger name

what is blogger name? is it this one?
I could be nothing but a memory to you.

actually it is simple.
to anyone one who come into our life we are always part of their memory.

2010-11-23T11:47:00.006+08:00

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 5 facts about yourself

1. i have 2 brothers and i am the only daughter. =p
[thats why i am so pamper]

2. my cupboard is super MESSY.
[even if i packed, maybe i have too many clothes]

3. i am no longer the same like you used to know.
[which means i grow up already!]

4. i will smile for you!

5. i love my BITCHES ❤
[kit, max, pearlyn, phyllis]

DAY 0

2010-11-22T15:38:00.006+08:00

DAY 0
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 5 facts about yourself

Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr/LJ/Blogger name

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn't have

Day05- A picture of somewhere you've been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you're proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr/LJ/Blogger and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

saw at kit's blog and i think is super cool! so i shall start doing to keep my blog alive. =)

2010-11-16T14:45:00.002+08:00

kisses are like tears,
the only ones that are real are the ones that
you can't hold back.

2010-11-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

3 weeeks to my 18th birthday.. wads in my mind is not, how i am going to celebrate my birthday, but wads in my mind is Class 3 and Class 2a liscense. so gonna get class 2a liscense even if there is objection from my family. is so freaking cool for a girl to have a class 2a liscense, even if i dun owe a motorbike if i have the liscense, but at least i am proud to have this liscense.

grab from the internet. this is so freaking cool and is pink. now a days there is so many bikers that are girls. so is super normal. wish me luck that my mother & brothers will agree with wad i think.. & things that i feel like doing. but that is so not possible. i think i will have to sercetly take my liscense. =)

2010-11-08T13:56:00.000+08:00

INSTAX!!

Happy BELARED birthday JOSES!!
hope you love your mini birthday celebrations with us!!

2010-11-04T15:27:00.005+08:00

I dun noe if I should be angry or pissed of with my club people now.. Anyway what I post now is a fact. If you think that it is not true. Come straight to me!!!

1st: E2 is freaking messy and dirty!!! Your can stand the place being so dirty? Are your PIG? Sorry for being offensive but please think of the situation now. I am not pointing fingers at anyone.. Partially is because of BOOK SELLING, what about SWEET WRAPPERS, DOUBLE SIDE TAPE, PICTURES flying every where in the room.. & worst of all PIECES OF BLADES on the floor.. my dear publicity I am not blaming you, but don't you feel that is dirty, thank you for decorating our noticeboard. But can you please clear up and keep everything after use? Like for example everyone take out something and don't put back E2 will be in HUGE MESS now!! And your break our number 1 rule "BE INITIATIVE!!" everyone should help to clear up the mess when your saw and not can't be bother!!! I dun even want to stay inside longer if I dun have to stay and count money!! Remember I sat outside alone to do all my stuffs, its so dirty that my brain stop working if I start in there!!!

2nd: photo taking session!! Why can't your all cooperate? So what if you are hungry? So what if you have class? Every single one of us have!!! Why can't your be considerate and put yourself in our shoes? And stop being selfish!!! I maybe at fault to shout halfway, but books arrive, what you expect me to do? Let your scold me cause I am using the phone? If I am suppose to be scolded then what about your? INCORPORATIVE, IMPATIENT & more that what I can describe..

3rd: remember that there is a rule that we are handling money please do not bring in friends yet. I brought in friends into club room today and WA everybody like suddenly REMEMBER WHAT I SAY TO THEM!! I am not going to apologize and stuffs because i bring them in on purpose as all of you guys are coming to E2 today!! Hahas. Lets do some recall, about days that you guys bring friends in? All the days that your are in club room? Like YESTERDAY? whole group playing inside club room when it is like super dirty!! Your have the cheek to invite friends into the club room? I am so embarrassed that my friends come in and say WA E2 SO MESSY ARHHS? Your not Paisehs huh? SERIOUSLY please reflex on yourself.

4th: do you guys remember that it is only week 2, so duty rooster is still on. SO where are your when it is at your TIME SLOTS? week 1 your don't know which days and not familiar but what about now? GREAT book selling will LAST till week 3, i shall see what are YOU GUYS going to do..

I told myself not to be angry not to vent anger but I still did!!! I got no choice.. I am sick and tired of everything!!! Everyone can't be bothered why should I be bothered? Everyone is so selfish why can't I think for myself more? I miss having dinner with my family, I miss all my meet ups with all my friends. YOUR? enjoy your day with your friends.. Sometime I wonder am I wrong to be part of E2 and what do you guys have to be a main com? What qualities to you guys have that make you so special to be a main com? Please think about it and if you happen to see this post, I will be more then happy at least your know I am taking about this incident..

Whatever it is, I have enough of all this crap.. I am not going to be bother about things that make my life so miserable!!!

2010-11-02T20:16:00.003+08:00

i am so sick and tired of everything. stupid timetable, stupid life and even stupid things that i am doing now. how i wish i was never part of anything. so that i can stay carefree and do nothing. like just enjoying my days and not stressing and forcing myself to do things that i dun like..

to you,
when will you stop lying to me? and is not the first time. is the third time, i have enough of you. so yupps. please kindly leave me alone.. if you think lying is fun please go ahead..

i will not stay longer then wad i should!!!

2010-10-28T23:59:00.002+08:00

i am not a perfect girl.
my hair doesnt always stay in place & i spill things a lot.
i am pretty clumsy & sometimes i have a broken heart.
my friends and i fight & maybe some days nothing goes right.
but when i think about it & take a step back,
i remember how amazing life truly is & that maybe.
just maybe. i like being imperfect..

2010-10-28T11:25:00.000+08:00

my lastest LOVE!!! new mickey, adding into my collection..
& guess wad it is HOT PINK!!
SUPER LOVE!!!

MICKEY brightens PRINCESS's DAY!!!

is not the distance that matters is the people around who walk through with you..

2010-10-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

爱的感觉到底是什么感觉?

半年了, 我开始害怕一个人的感觉,也害怕孤单...

我也希望有人陪...
那种感觉在也找不回!

a teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water,
but it can touch the soul as it runs down someone's face..

2010-10-27T00:23:00.001+08:00

everyone is so busy with the next big event that is coming up.. feeling super super down... not because i am not ask to help is just that i cant be with them. and i got the feeling of pangseh.

I WISH TO ENJOY MY TRIP, BUT DO REMEMBER MY HEART IS STILL WITH YOU GUYS!!!! what ever it is nothing can be changedd..

good night earth~~

2010-10-26T23:04:00.003+08:00

TIME FOR UPDATES!!!!

october orientation just ended which means school starts. timetable sucks!!! monday 9am to 7pm, tuesday is my off day but i still need to make my way down to school for e2 meeting, wednesday 8am class to 1pm, thursday 8am to 8pm, friday 9am to 12noon.. like a cui only!!! haiis.

so much news recently, and is seriously shocking.. anyway is for me to know for you to find out. dont you dare come and ask me. =)

anyway i have never changed i am still me. so dun worry. and just to let you know that we are two different people and we will never be an item. =)

2010-10-06T01:11:00.002+08:00

it's tough..but i'm trying to get used to it...

2010-10-05T23:56:00.002+08:00

mummy can i please have iphone4 like tis year and not next year? =( i promise to use it more than a year? hmmphhs.. i try okay if there is no new phone coming out. PLEASE!!!

went shopping with mummy today. okays bought some stuffs. and i spotted a purple luggage, if only there is hot pink i will definately buy it. but too bad, anyway purple is chio too. But.... i still prefer HOT PINK!! stupid THIAM BOON it is not horrible okay. it is call CHIO!!!

thiam boon,
dun you try to poison me, by treating me eat bbq food. cause i will never. =p why not you poison yourself first? =) i will help you by sending you to the hospital when critical. =p

cant wait for tml. VOLLEY BALL plus SWIMMING with JADE, but D wont be coming due to chalets. ALL ARE WELCOM the more the merrier. =) lets E&R [enjoy and relax]. yeahhs CHEERS!!!!

anyway i coloured my nails pink and blue. like ugly only, but i dun care. is my nails not yours. =)

2010-10-04T23:24:00.007+08:00

theres a point where you just get tired of chasing everyone & trying to fix everything. its not giving up, its realizing that you dont need certain people, all the bullshits they bring into your life..

2010-10-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

the days were so crazy.. that ppl think we're high..& days we're bored.. we laugh so hard we cry! and saying " remember when......"

2010-10-03T20:04:00.003+08:00

i am so lazy to blog, i guess i shall not blog abt the Thailand trip. so ya =)

Japanese Student eXchange Program ended. how i wish that it never ends. anyway goodbyes always hurt whether it's the right thing to do or not. shall update when i am free. and i really miss them alot. =(

i am here and you are there, one of us must be in the wrong place!!

2010-09-03T12:26:00.000+08:00

the most diffcult phase of life

is not when no one understands you;
is when you dont understand yourself.

.wonerauoyohwrofuoyetahi

2010-09-02T23:53:00.002+08:00

had so much fun today studying in school. okays, first was purely studying then was a little bit of distractions that jeannie and i keep spam-ing dan phone. =) follow by off to dinner at 9plus to tampines cafe cartel, too much to laugh there, shall upload the photos. follow by we went to century square to use the washroom. play with the height and weight machine and then off we go. we are LOCK in century square, all the exits is lock. approach the security and out we go. =)

cafe cartel feast.

happy kids.

happy eating.

did not went home straight, went out with pinxun and shuan to prawning and also study abit. Omg, pinxun scold me. he changed, he never scold me before.. and i never do anything wrong. is shuan fault. =(

3 epic moment of shuan during prawning.
1. the net drop into the pond
2. the net drop into the pond but he manage to grab it back
3. he caught a crab but it drop back to the pond

2010-09-02T19:52:00.002+08:00

you will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have truly lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love.

.uoyotklatotgniogtonmaidnaniagarailuoy

2010-09-02T14:05:00.001+08:00

slept at 3 last night, and wake up at 10am, pinxun thanks for waking me up, i am super lazy to pick up your call. hahas, but i still manage to wake up at 10 to study a bit. then i fall asleep again. hahas. okay and i shall go to bathe now, need to be in school by 2.30 got business fundamental revision. and i bet i will be late.

just saw a video of MTC, i miss the time we had together with the seniors, is a promise that we will make your proud. it will not be a DREAM next year it will be the reality that we DID IT. =) everyone of your is LOVEDD.

LL loves. ❤

2010-09-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

its been long since i talk to you and its been long since i saw you in school.

2010-09-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

sleep till very late today like 4pm, brother came into the room and wake me up. he says "ehh, i come back later then you, but then u sleep longer then me." so i wake up lorx. hahas. wake up and study. so tired. and i am boredd. supper later with kit, pinxun and shaun. =)

2010-08-31T23:21:00.002+08:00

wake up at 9, meeting time is 9.30 but i am late again. went back to secondary school, meet ups with seehian, michelle, natalie, amanda, wilson and chum hao. school rules SUCKS, we are not allow to go in to school cause of coloured hair, like wad the hell man. but it was okay, teachers came out to meet us, even the principal. is your fault not to let us go in, so ya. slack outside springfield when to have long john for lunch. and we decided to go cycling. went cycling with natalie and amanda. then slack around meet up with shuwei chats and say i boxim, who is the boxim one huhs? okay never mind, then went home to bath then go out to eat diam xim at sempang bedok[i dun noe got spell correctly not], then pool till 5? followed by homed and sleep. nights ppl. i am tired tml shall study for the day.

anyway HAPPY TEACHERs' DAY!

2010-08-31T03:08:00.004+08:00

if u ask me wad i will choose love or friendship? i wil choose friendship. friends are people that will walk with you, stand by you and also someone that you can turn to. does it still apply to you? sometimes i really wonder are my true friends really true friends? i know that in secondary school life was great. i really miss the time when we slack together, sitting at places just crapping, gossiping, k-sessions and also the all times favourite “SHOP TILL WE ARE DEAD” Now, is like we dun even have time for each other, blaming me for having too much camps, blaming me for too much commitment... then what about now? what should i blame? who should i blame or even why should i blame in the first place? i dont know if i had change? but what about you guys? everyone of us have our own commitment, we will change a little to adapt to the new environment, but i realise that we are not the same anymore. whatever it is we are still friends for life. Always remember it doesnt matter how long we know each others. it's about who came and never leave your side..and i believe we will.

i still love this phone.

2010-08-30T23:52:00.001+08:00

went to school today some revision lecture for telecommunication and system, it clash with the other revision lecture Network fundamental. yupps. choose to go to telecommunication lecture. the air con was not on in the beginning and is freaking hot man. but it was okay after awhile. stay in school to study with joseph, leon, zul and jason? study for like 1hour, leon and zul decide to play monopoly, so went to e2 to take and we play. i am the winner when zul declare bankrupt. they went for dinner and they have to break fast so i went home. i dun want to have dinner.

homedd got nothing better to do so i zilian abit. so if the picture kills you, too bad. is just random.

i kind of like inverted photos. =)

shall go to bed soon, meeting my sweeties later at 9.30am at caltex to school. go back to school to refresh the innocents minds of ours. ❤

2010-08-30T05:52:00.000+08:00

went blading with friends[not allow to say who]. so yupps. okay i promise that i will not say is who so i will blog but not tag or say the name. okays. blading was great when you are kind of like moody and sorry for the randomness. feeling much better after blading. we start blading at 10pm to 3am? is it, should be la. yupps. and my leg have blister cause of the super ankle socks that i wear. but also because the blades is abit too big. no choice is not personal blades and the blades are heavy man. okay i shall stop nagging and go to bed. =) before tat photos first.

blading hairstyle, all pin up.

follow by after bathing and drying.
and my hair is straight and long.

thanks for being there. i wonder how will life be without you, always there for my randomness?

2010-08-28T23:59:00.003+08:00

is it love or is it a crush?
i have been wondering is it because
i just miss the feeling of been in love or i am in love with him?

to love is nothing, to be loved is something.
to love and to be loved is everything.

2010-08-28T01:00:00.004+08:00

i used to hate soccer. 22 people chasing after one ball is like so....... but someone change my mind set. Sports are mean to have teamwork. Girl is the same as netball, 14 people running after one ball but is just with some restricted zones. and i always argue with you that is way too much people. you will always say, girl the surface area is way bigger. i miss the time when i am sitting there looking at my magazines and you are enjoying your street soccer with your brothers. Remember the smile on you how much you enjoy your soccer with your brothers. it is not bored to sit there, is be in with you that matters, your favourite things that you always do. it is your enjoyment which is also mine and i miss the feeling of in love. i realise that i dun hate soccer indeed i love it because of you.

i'm tough, i'm ambitious & i know wad i want, if that makes me a bitch. okay.

2010-08-27T23:11:00.002+08:00

went shopping today. its Yujia Graduation today. she rent a car, so out we go for shopping, mummy wants to buy bedsheets. so we (yujia, yujia boyfriend[weiqin], yujia's mummy and my mummy), we went to OG for shopping and then we have yoshinoya for dinner then went to Rochor beancurd for dessert. anyway we laugh all the way when both[yujia and weiqin] of them are not good at parking the car. they took damm long and both is good at saying but they are not tat good in parking. so ya, REVERSE, REVERSE, aiya just REVERSE la. hahas. okay that is a internal joke. outsider wont understand. hahas. anyway BEANCURD is always LOVEDD, and also RANDOM IS LOVEDD is copyrighted for elvina and someone. =)

2010-08-26T23:46:00.003+08:00

went fot this crazy recce with my e2 people. people thanks for being there, we know tat is was kind of late but it worth while right? hahas. okay shall not crap much if you were there i bet you enjoy. it is something that is hard to write in words. so yupps just enjoy the pictures. sorry for the low quality.

the biscuit that is lovedd. =)

they are trying to attract attention in the middle of no where.

wadever face.

half of e2.

marina acting like some tourist.

the ladies.

me, jeannie & doremon

harith

the casino. dan cant u take a better picture?

2010-08-24T23:12:00.005+08:00

accept the things which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart.

2010-08-23T23:42:00.001+08:00

went for studying session or we can call is helping kit to do her assignment session, hahas that is not important. the most important thing is that we went out at 1plus in the midnight or is it 2plus. i cant remember. DIRECTION is changi airport STARBUCKs. never drink starbucks at all. which means your owe me another trip for starbucks. =) cause i am still not feeling tat well so ya. hmmphss. home at quite early in the morning. some pictures taken. something is wrong with the photo upload. it just dun let me upload man so just see from facebook then.

i hate pinxun when he is serious doing his stuffs, he dun talks to me. =(

2010-08-23T23:16:00.000+08:00

veg steamboat for the guys.

then the meat steamboat.

then the udon. =)

chicken rice. =)

see who is washing the dish? the P and VP.

2010-08-23T16:18:00.002+08:00

LL meeting was not disappointing. but still we are always LATE, this is something that will never change. LL quality. hahas.

STEAMBOAT with jeannie, andre, dan and cassy later. which means HTHT rights? ermms, still not feeling that well which means not much food for me.

thanks for being concern i will try not to take too oily stuffs. and i think i wont have time to go and see a doctor. so ya see how first okays, and i feel like eating POTATO CHIPS. hahas. =)

2010-08-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

Gastric Flu? ermms, hope is not but symptoms seems to be the same, vomiting and stuffs.. hopefully is not.

still feeling sick, hope that i will feel well tml. =) got LL meeting tml, first meeting hope it would be fun. so ya. ermms. hey guys thanks for ni men the concern, if i dun feel well tml i will try to go see a doctor. =)

have a nice chat with someone, yeahh, may it be a good one that we will be close. hahas. okays. dun think too much you will be fine and everything will be fine okays. LOVES!

2010-08-21T01:02:00.001+08:00

when i saw you i fell in love, and you smiled because you knew.

2010-08-20T23:35:00.005+08:00

oh ya happy birthday YAO ZHONG!!! which is xephry now. =)

wake up late today. so the bitch[kit] call my house to ask my mummy to wake me up. meet ups for lunch then pearlyn is on diet so she never eat. so me and kit eat and i bet i am going to grow fat soon. but i dun care cause i exercise. =P yeahh and watch movie with kit. step up 3 was not bad after all, but i hope i can watch STREET DANCE too. we commented that the girl is freaking HOT!!! and she is freaking attractive.

pearlyn
kit

kit and the food

movie tickets. =P

mummy and cousin went for steamboat. without me. hahas. sad. haiis, cause i not feeling well have to rest at home. so ya. kelian de wo. =(

2010-08-19T23:58:00.003+08:00

Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness.

sometimes i wonder is it concern or is it love?
and i realise that it is nothing at all. =]

2010-08-19T23:52:00.005+08:00

andre is damm funny. =]
he told me this worried too much about JSXP is it? =) do take care of yourself. ok... have a good night rest.

okay i am sick today. back pains and fever. i am like boneless human today, i did everything on the bed, eat porridge drink water and skip the medicine . =) moving is so hard, including walking is so painful. it feels like i break my bones. oh my god why is this happening to me again. does this means that i never took care of my injuries last time which results to the pains now. ermms, never mind, i shall forget about the pain and back to disturb time again. =)

❤ elvinaa says:
opps, wrong frequency ma
=(
THIAM BOON you shall stop bullying me, before i cry. =(
Thiam Boon says:
since when i bully u again
❤ elvinaa says:
hahas. dun noe
i am like so bad la. =)
ehhs u will angry not?
Thiam Boon says:
of coz i will get angry!
then i will start to scold u
❤ elvinaa says:
really? =(
Thiam Boon says:
yar :)
lol, u think only u can disturb ppl arh
i also can disturb ppl de mah
❤ elvinaa says:
你舍得huh
hahas. laughs u dare?
dun tell me your chinese also cmi
Thiam Boon says:
lol that one i can understand
❤ elvinaa says:
hahas
Thiam Boon says:
why she bu de! lol
❤ elvinaa says:
cause u bully me i will cry arhhs
hahas
cause if u she de means u want her hahas
oh my god i am like so badd
see dota again
Thiam Boon says:
where got sia!
u are like damn bad lol
❤ elvinaa says:
when did i?
hahas
Thiam Boon says:
i think before u start crying, i will cry first
❤ elvinaa says:
whyy
Thiam Boon says:
u bully me still say i bully u
❤ elvinaa says:
hahas

aiya dan scold me. =[
[-fa!+h-]*.Donkey d A n.™ REN SHENG ma says:
still can di siao pple
haha
not so bad ar
lolZz

2010-08-18T23:50:00.002+08:00

If you loved someone, you couldn’t let lies come between you.
No matter what happened, even if you’d already lost each other forever,
you owed each other the truth.

2010-08-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

meet ups with sweeties phyllis and pearlyn, on the way to meet them i met my big love, which is KIT so coincidence, this is called fate. hmmphs, yupps, walk around and bought nothing. =( took some pictures but the lazy phyllis lazy to upload. which means no photos today. phyllis going for training and pearlyn go home, so i am back to school for basketball as promised.

basketball with; Larlene, Joseph, Jerome, Brandon, Yoshi, Mathew, Jeff, Thiam boon and friends[log team] and Zhuang Jie. did i miss out anyone?

i feel like i am like a vase. i dun noe why. maybe they are just too violent. i am wondering are they playing basketball or fighting. hmmphs, maybe is because they are guys. thiam boon told me is normal, so i was like orhh this is normal then violent is wad? *blur face. i really feel that i suck at basketball now. okays no more basketball for me, only SWIMMING. and it rains while we were playing today, i bet i got a cold now, sneezing non-stop. =(

❤elvinaa says:
wad?
now i ask u
u want dota or want me?
Thiam Boon says:
dota
❤elvinaa says:
see now u noe why i kelian
=(
Thiam Boon says:
=(
❤elvinaa says:
dun want talk to u le
Thiam Boon says:
dun be like that lar!
❤elvinaa says:
give u last chance dota or me?
Thiam Boon says:
lol, if i say u but i continue playing, what does that mean?
❤elvinaa says:
equals to liar.
Thiam Boon says:
>.<
❤elvinaa says:
see my pm [ THIAM BOON IS A LIAR!!!]
=(
Thiam Boon says:
wah
=(
❤elvinaa says:
u want dota or me?
Thiam Boon says:
but i am playing with them at the moment sia
❤elvinaa says:
then u choose dota right?
oh my god i am so bad. i bet you will be pissed off some time later. =(
Thiam Boon says:
see now who is the more ke lian one
❤ elvinaa says:
me

i think this conversation damm funny, sorry thiam boon i like to disturb you. hahas. =)

[-fa!+h-]*.Donkey d A n.™ REN SHENG ma says:
and dun bully tiam boon muhahahahahahahhaa
❤elvinaa says:
i never
he bully me
[-fa!+h-]*.Donkey d A n.™ REN SHENG ma says:
k dun let tiam boon bully u!!!!!!!!
liar tiam boon!!!!!

this is funny too. THIAM BOON you shall stop bullying me, before i cry. =(

2010-08-17T02:25:00.004+08:00

meeting today at 5pm. dinner with jeannie, andre, dan, cassy, harith and din at pizza hut. on the way i am abit emo, dun noe why. maybe is because of lack of sleep and also i am hungry. ermms. i also dun noe why. so dun ask me why am i like tat. have alot of jokes at pizza hut. okay shall share the starting joke with you guys.

anyway jokes are jokes, dun take it to heart.

jeannie says: ask you all arhhs, no offend, if i put a group of malays in a circle room with everything but why they still die?

answer reveal: it is because they cannot lepak one corner. *laughters.

okay and is time to go home. so we on the way to the interchange, we play and joke abit, so for more information look at the short video, sorry for low quality, as it is my phone camera and also i am laughing non stop. =)

the scandal thing on facebook. it was not a scandal is a random question. so it was thiam boon you want me or her? so he replied me. yupps. hahas. thats all nothing much. so this is the snap shots and is internal stuffs. i guess only SME know. hahas, sorry E2 shall share with your some days. =)

joseph thiam boon is a liar. hahas. u know why right?
*jokes aside, i dun want to hurt her.
he is not truthful about wad he says. hahas.

time to go to bed now. night earth. =P

2010-08-17T01:36:00.003+08:00

The road to recovery is going to be tough but its time for me to move on & toughen up, not looking for anyone to fill the empty space in my soul, its long overdue but i finally see, i need to sit down and get over.

2010-08-16T12:57:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday noel. hope u like yr small celebrations. hahas. how does the cake taste like? nice? hahas. okays i shall not comment much before i get retributions. anyway, we slack at some open area beside the tampines station. and we played games, which makes us laugh like mad. how it was fun for you. =)

THIAM BOON you want ME or HER? hahas.
seriously arhhs, dun laugh and roll on the floor, the floor is dirty. hahas. and stop laughing at izzul.[in the lift, and more places that i dun noe.] =) you will get your retributions de. hahas okays i was just joking. and you are damm funny. i dun catch the joke but you are laughing like non stop i guess mosquito fly in already la. hahas.

izzul Thiam Boon says: lol, seriously not insulting lar, he is like so cute.

CK thanks for sending most of us home. =)

NOEL last but not least wish you a happy happy 20th BIRTHDAY!!! and i think your photos and videos will be upload by ck soon. so ppl want to see the pathetic noel? wait for ck to upload. hahas. =P

2010-08-15T01:00:00.001+08:00

hey guys, thanks for participating in our JSXP training camp. hope that your have enjoy it. most importantly is if there isnt your, it wont be a successful one. so once again thank you very much.

should i be selfish? everyone is telling me to be selfish but i just cant. i also dun noe why? maybe is just my charcter. i dun like to leave things unattended.

now a days i am kind of scare of camps, cause after camps i have to sleep for days. hahas. and also majong sessions with my cousins. eat + play + sleep + eat + play + sleep. this is how i spent my weekends. okays thats all for my weekends.

look at my msn siyuan the display picture =) adorable right.

thank you siyuan for entertaining me, i shall just learn dota from you maybe soon.
thank you joseph for pei-ing me to talk. =) we shall jiayou jiayou.

2010-08-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

Day 0, we are abit crazy. so please say hi to our soft toys. =)

Day 1 photos. enjoy.

Day 2 - japanese lessons

ben! why are u using your phone arent u suppose to be listening to class?

chen kuo

Siyuan

Siyuan & Justin

trying very hard to do the banner.

Siti

noel

Ezzul

is ben's name. not 笨.

STAR

Joseph

with Jeannie. trying to be seductive. hahas.

2010-08-12T23:20:00.000+08:00

10 Aug to 12 Aug- Japanese Student eXchange Program Training Camp.

day 0 was normal, doing all the preparations and stuffs. simply day, most of the preparation can say is done. went to collect things from esc. canvas + walkies. went to prime market to buy things like cup noodles and also tibits for night. we talk through out the night. at 4plus in the morning we wash the aircon like cool right. hahas. those stay overs are me, dan, jeannie, andre and cassandra.

day 1 can say that i am disappointed? i also dun noe why. have cds exams hope that i will pass =) games was fun from the participants. but i hope they enjoy it, anyway i am quite disappointed. maybe they are really selfish, they just cant change for better, as this is their character. i got nothing much to say.. thats all for the day.

day 2 ermms, it was more to work day. =) japan lesson, banner making and also cultural slides. yupps. after everything ended, pack e2 and i kind of mop e2 floor. so please keep it clean. ermms, then help sme camp. everything should be fine. jiayou jiayou zai jiayou. =) only home in the morning 8am. =)

2010-08-05T23:50:00.002+08:00

anyway if u want to say you can go ahead, cause i t is not bothering me at all, cause u are not part of my life, go ahead and ruin my reputations, cause all arounds noe that i am not can le. if you really think i am the one who cause you and your ex bf to break up. then go ahead and think, i can only say i never talk to him since like so bloody look. wad u want to say just say lorx. and i didnt know that my eyes can speaks. ermms. yupps. i dun have to put myself in your shoes. cause i dun want to be the same as you. if you are currently not happy, feel free to question me. and stay stupid ok =)

I DUN WANT TO CARE ALREADY, IF YOUR ARE STILL GONNA BE LIKE THAT, WE WILL NEVER GO FAR. JUST CONTINUE BE LIKE THAT OKAY. IT IS JUST ROUND THE CORNER AND YOUR DUN EVEN HAVE THE SHAME TO USE YOUR BRAINS TO THINK FOR IT. THEN WHY SHOULD I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOUR? YOUR CAN BE SELFISH WHY CANT I?

i am going to be selfish for one time. cause i am going for crashes lunch tml. =) so dun expect me to at the booth, i bet you guys will be at e2 so your should be free to go to the booth, so is my personal time to spend time with my crashes. CRASHES LOVES.

手借你握

2010-08-03T11:17:00.003+08:00

GIRLS ARE LIKE APPLES.
the best ones are at the top of the tress. the boys dont want to reach for the good ones because they're AFRAID of falling and getting HURT. instead, they just get the ROTTEN apples that are on the ground that arent as good, but easy. so the apples at the top think there's something WRONG with them when in reality, they're AMAZING they just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top.

2010-08-02T22:53:00.007+08:00

3-5 lesson. PRESENTATIONS only, so what we do is sit behind and play rubic's cube, i know is random but is just FREE time. hahas. =pp so yupps. and ROBERT solve it not me. i am not so clever.

ALL MESS UP

ALMOST THERE

ITS DONE!!!

ME & ROBERT

JOSES & ME

NIGHT TIME
wanted to study ended up in taking pictures. i know i am random but i got nothing to do. so yupps look at the random pictures then. =pp
& something is wrong with me, i dun noe what is wrong with me.

it's not up to me anymore, if you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there.

2010-08-02T12:28:00.004+08:00

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most.
Saying something and wishing you had not or saying nothing and wishing you had?

2010-08-01T11:53:00.003+08:00

21st BIRTHDAY CARD

E2 with MATT

JENIFER

GUOXIN

LOOK AT JOSEPH FACE

JOSEPH & ZIYIN

ZIYIN,THIAM BOON & JENIFER

BIRTHDAY BOY

CK, ZIYIN & RON

CK, ZIYIN & JENIFER

ZIYIN

RON

THE MATHEWsss

BRANDON, poor thing suck outside.

Fighting Time

went for matt's 21st chalet. =) sorry guys wasnt really in good mood recently so black face for the day. okays yupps in his chalet people drink, drank and drunk. i left at 2plus. matt is drunk after that.. so hope he have a enjoyable day. yupps.

went over the second day too, yupps, chats and stuffs, and the second day cake was awesome. =) strawberries is lovedd. THANK YOU MATT. for peeling the skins of the sweet potato and also more. hahas. =)

anyway hope u like the presents. =p

2010-07-21T19:29:00.003+08:00

it is just a downpour.
AND U KNOW WHAT?
i believe that the rainbow will come shortly.

a break in? laptop? camera? money?
if u can do this so nicely u should be someone familiar.
anyway it is just a prediction.
it will only be once, try again next time. =)

to e2, thank you everyone.
i really feel the warm now, even the loved.
thanks, and sorry. i believe we will be stronger next time
i promise i will never let it happen again.

to all who shown care,
thank you for being thoughtful
and from the bottom of my heart, i really appreciate it.

pinxun
seriously i have to thanks u million times,
i am owning you real too much now.
it like i will never be able to repay.. hahas
never mind i go the whole lifetime to repay you back.
and loves =)

even when the candle is burning out, it can still give out light.

2010-07-19T01:00:00.002+08:00

i am freaking busy recently so i wont update until i have time to take a breath.

i miss the times we use to have together, staying over and chat till we all fall asleep.
without any stress. only purely thinking about where are we going tml to enjoy our days.
and not like now. always rushing for time. and time is never enough recently.

should i really stay?

2010-07-08T23:54:00.001+08:00

had a super nice breakfast. brother da pao come back for me at 7.30am but i wake up at 8.30 which means that my breakfast is damm cold. hahas. but never mind is the heart that counts. =)

my MAC breakfast

anyway is time to go to school. have some pictures before going off. thought of wearing leggings inside my shorts but i decided not to, cause quite hot. hahas.

with leggings and i look damm ugly

off to school, same old days, went to school and take pictures during lecture. hahas the picture shall tells all.

robert with his gadgets
robert

joses
dun noe what he thinking.

suppose to meet kit for her hair cut, but then she off from work at 1 so she went to have her hair cut at outram. i end class at 5 so meet ups at Tampines mall. Fish and Co for dinner then follow by movie time. watch Despicable Me. is a cute movie. =) anyway is very long since me and pinxun took bus home together cause he is lazy to take bus and he drives too. and tats all for the day.

me and kit @ fish and co

2010-07-07T21:08:00.013+08:00

okay i changed my blogskin, cause i kind of sians of my previous blog skin. maybe when i am free i will change E2 blogskin, i say MAYBE. so shall comment about it, i dont know why the photos right, it cannot be at the same size, i guess is because of the pixels. So i make it looks like it is getting smaller and smaller, take it as a design okay.

went for lunch with my beloved RON & my beloved mentors. He called me so dont disappoint him. have lunch at itas, you know what the food is not nice there. they are popular because they have aircon. sorry i am just stating the fact. but the dessert is still not so bad. took some pictures on the way to itas.

anyway i went to cut my hair today and i took me 3hours, 1/2hour for waiting, and 2& 1/2hours for the colour + hair treatment + washing + blowing +cutting. i went to the salon because i find that the photos taken at Esc AGM my hair colour SUCKS to the MAX!!!!

BEFORE!

AFTER!

how is the colour? i think is abit too bright, i choose the COPPER colour but it turns out to be so bright, cause i dye my hair quite often. and is super easy for my hair to absorb the chemical. oh well your will get use to it de. so am i.

Mr Si Yuan
i am more popular then you so dun be jealous. & open your eyes bigger next time. =)
& be more observances, like what you have promised. & i am not xiao qi that is attitude.
"of course. basically i'm like good in everything." & stop being bhb. hahas.

immature love is when you want them to be happy with you. true love is when you want them to be happy. which one will you choose?

2010-07-06T23:57:00.001+08:00

oh ya i forget to blog about during lecture time, joses sim tian ping cut my hand using his pen. anyway was a accident so i dont blame him yupps. so your shall take a look at the cut.

after my 8 am class went to e2matrix. then you know what i am damm bored, and harith is in E2, so is photo time. hahas. i upload a few only want to see go facebook. hahas. i think is cute. hahas. now a days i like to take picture. =)

2010-07-06T23:01:00.005+08:00

i got a sudden craving for STICKY CANDIES. [random]
anyway have meeting and photo shop lesson from Andre, and you know what pissed me off. is my mum she is so nasty this few days, which makes me feel like i cant breathe with her presences. MUM do you know that i am not the LATEST, what about kor kor? They can even not come back, and i am just doing things that i like and you said that you wont restrict me. BUT NOW YOU ARE REGRETTING WHAT YOU HAVE SAID? what is wrong with you, at times i really dun know what are you thinking about.. MUM can you just leave me alone, i have alot of things to attend to and i dont wish to start a fight with you.

guess what i have sticky candies and seriously thank you JEROME!!!
i didnt finish all the candies. but i bet i will finish it damm fast & i will brush my teeth more often when i eat candies. you are always lighting up my day, when i am seriously down. thanks for everything that you done. =) and i am grateful that i always have people around me to cheer me up. and also i want to tell you everyone is rushing ahead in their own life, thanks for stopping and giving a thought for me. & you did influence me to endure even more.

2010-07-05T00:21:00.003+08:00

actually i have type a long post just now, but i accidentally off the wrong switch so everything was totally gone and i am less emotional now. so i cant think much so i shall write wad i can remember for now. maybe this is heaven's will to switch off the wrong switch so that i can start a new and be less emotion. anyway this post is meant to be read by anyone, so if your feel that it is not really happy after reading, feel free to talk to me in personal, i am fine.

and for today is lab test in the afternoon follow by meeting with Jeannie and then Andre and Harifth, yupps. have quite a long chat with Jeannie and Andre, sometimes, things always dun goes with the way we wanted, and dun really believe that everything just happen so coincide. and dun really noe who to trust. should we just really give them a chance by listening wad they really have to say? i am really blur, should i still stand for them or stand for us? i dun really like to be in the middle, even though i am neutral, but this few things happen really make me feel like taking sides. i really need to clear my mind and think again. =(

and i think your should really think before your say something.
a family? do you know what is the meaning of this word? do your really mean it? if you dun mean it i hope you guys should just stop saying until your really mean it. if not i dun think there is a point saying that.

huiyi, thanks for listening, feeling rather at ease now. and really i hope that we can endure for the time, and hope that i still have the faith to stay on and remove the tradition that has pass down. i hope i really got the chance to break free and have the trust back again. anyway i still believe that hard work will pay off some days later.

to 3ppl, hope that your had read this post and think about what your have done and also hope it can refresh our memory about what your had said to me. and hope that actions will be taken by your to resolve all this misunderstanding and not creating more misunderstanding between us.

i know that currently i have quite a number of commitments i know is my fault, but did you guys think about when your have commitments did i say anything? i will always try my best to be there just for your, break ups, birthdays, outings and stuffs. what about mine? are you there when is my birthday & my break ups? i kept silent, cause i didnt want your to worry. Many times, i am late for outings, because i have things to attend to is either work or stuffs, but i am still there right, wad about u? u just say u cant come. did i say anything? i think i did scarify for your, did you scarify for me? and also last minutes meet ups when i was always the one not told, how am i possible be there? is this my fault too for not asking when your meeting? you maybe free but i am not, i have things to attend to but i still try my best to be there but late, what was say was, you are always late. do you know more and more times i feel that it is kind of sad when i make the effort to be there but not appreciated. do your mind doing me a favor? put yourself in my situations and think from my point, your will really feel the differences. is not that i dun wish to be there, is just that i cant be there, who wants to miss out all the fun that we use to have? the answer is no, i bet we gone through so much together is this really going to break us apart? i think is not worth it, i will be more than happy if your seen this post and come and confront me at least i know that you care for me. i seriously dun wish to lost this group of bitches where we spent 3years of Christmas together. this is all the sweet times we had. i really miss the time when we really communicate more often then now. didnt we use to say even when we goes to poly and we have our own life we will still we SISTERS FOREVER!! how i wish that this phrase is still valid.

it is not about complaining but more about voicing out.
i still love my sisters, and i believe that this wont break us apart right?
but i believe that this will make us stronger and not weaker...

i think i should give myself a break,
feel like going for a long vacation.